I can't even spell zzzzz... Never mind say it.

I lie in bed. Awake. Its seven am, and my eyes have been open for 4 hours already.

Fucking brain, waking up packed full of alpha waves.

Thoughts fly into my head and out the other side. Some with intense processing, others without so much as a cursory glance.

I feel today is a day where I may only be physically part of the world of the living. I function. I operate. I engage in conversation.

But I am not here.

I'm not anywhere.

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