Monday, June 8, 2009

More Honesty From The Dark Corner

I thought that I'd write some more about my darker interests. Something I've recently shared with fuckdoll (still the only person in the entire world, except myself) who knows this information.

So, when I was about 19 or so, I stumbled accross a new (to me) genre of porn. Pre-op transexuals. As the years went by, I became a little obsessed by this genre. A sexy looking "girl" with nice big tits and a pretty face, but the total contast of a cock between her legs.

A few years back, I had a fling that lasted for a few months with such a girl (aka a "trap" from a certain internet forum - as in, its a trap because you think she's a "she"), and we enjoyed sex as often as it was rough.

Did I ever let her fuck me? No. Did I ever give her oral? Again, no. I don't consider myself gay by any means - men just aren't attractive to me in any way. But the concept of sucking or being fucked by a cock does intrest me. I would need to be aroused to be in that mindspace though, and that simply couldn't happen with another man.

As fuckdoll is a successfull professional Mistress in her work life, she has relayed stories to me about straight men who are happy to enjoy receiving anal sex. It took some time before I was comfortable accepting that a straight man can do this, but I finally can (hence the rimming this morning).

I can now admit (as an anonymous writer) that I would regularly penetrate myself during my mid to late teens during mastuabation (or fapping to give it my favourite term), and would enjoy testing my physical limits. I could, after practice, manage to insert two Lynx bodyspray cans side by side while I fapped furiously.

But that was a decade ago. And the whole idea hasn't sprung up side then. So, yes, I'd let a trap fuck me. But most likely only the one in the picture.

That one is fucking hot.

Mark.


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